"patient face and wandering eye,
don't hold this war inside"
i always keep in mind ya know

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that one moment i can replay in my head over and smile inside
is when my pepper boy licks me.
he hates baths, don't mention getting wet in the rain

and he's one rare dog that doesn't always lick.
8 yrs and i don't think there was even 5 times

so i went into the rain once, so frustrated trying to get sane,
he kept barking and even went back and forth trying to convince me go under the shed.
when i finally came in, he licked and licked my wet calves..
whether or not i got my answer
he moved me

"a dog is a man's best friend"

until you've met one.



it's such a painful thing to know bout a dog's life span.
counting every now and then how many more years or days ahead

i must meet him again :)

Chapter: Mindfulness

so. i injured my forearm last month

went through so much pain and  misery because i couldn't play in my best condition.

again, went through therapies and therapies until i had fear to even wanna treat my injury anymore.

and doctors told me i needed 3 months to entirely heal.

eventually i was told that it was my neck.

dislocated bones and the nerves got my arm injured

well i thought it was scary that it affected other parts of my body.

i couldn't use my usual used arm

practising one song is most,

using the chopstick with my left hand..

hm, quite an intensive course for my left hand.

so after one month plus now,

i'm using my right arm again but cautiously.

so. this was how i neglected my health absentmindedly

i'm surprised that it's recovering so fast now!

just wanted to say,every little posture and movement into habits counts

i got the warning yeah and i will sit properly lay properly do necessary neck and arm exercises

and so do all of you readers and musicians please

March baby.

today's mother's day.
21 grateful years

pictures from my 21st birthday a month and half ago
















i look like her?

she said my head was so big when she gave birth to me.
indeed a bigheaded child
troubles and headaches i gave her




gotta eat it chilled,ruined alexis

uni clique ♥

surprises, flowers, balloon, cakes and presents.
boyf with the planings and friends on the help,sankyu!



i never knew what would the days be like without you
so may you always be healthy and happy, long live mimmy!

i'm glad now i understand the fact mom always insists to have meal
until everyone's at the table.
stay homely during the weekends, anything just together.
planting the traditional family values in me




i heard a sweet story told
boy: i think i love you more than you love me mom
mom: why do you say so
boy: because you have three children and i only have one mom
:)


i've never met anyone who could love her children like my mom does.
Happy Mommy's Day!
♥