Been through,going through

can't believe my last post was on June.
honestly, i always only had time for short updates
or to say i was so lazy to update my blog! hehe

sorry to say facebook, twitter and instagram caught me up lately

and school. sigh i'm glad another sem has just passed.

so, a lot a lot happened in the past two months.
video below, there's a story behind
after my hand injury that i thought had healed
i was wrong, i didn't quite had enough of rest for it
i was adviced to totally stop practice for 4 months,
but yet in the 4 months' time i was preparing for Jury3.
i canceled a lot of my lessons
and when i attend them, i played so lousily that my lecturer was so disappointed in me.
hereby, i just wanna apologize the time taken and the effort to teach me
i was emotionally strangled with my right arm constantly bugging me
(i'm learning by when my arm bugs me i know i'm the wrong practices though.)
and i noticed at this 3rd year of existence at the same school
i became very much sensitive towards the people in school
peers/lecturers
ah.

so back to story, one whole ill week with big time dizziness
i visited 3 doctors that gave me lotsa medicines and diagnosed me balance disorders.
turned out it was just because of my vision problem (astigmatism)!
well,i haven't been very obedient wearing spectacles nor cons.

that one minor health problem that i really wished it would go away.
my eyes are really prone to lights whether or not with specs.
i squint all the time, always frowning and i hardly realized it myself ; /
i'm always tired and i've always have dark eye circle ;(

i have no short sight, and my astigmatism is only -0.70
even if i'm wearing specs, my eyes still needed effort
it's really frustrating and i never seem to ever hear anyone need the saying "my eyes are tired"
like freaking so many times in a day.

mac's photobooth beautifies you so instantly and so fair so smooth like a fairy
-.-
high pony!
second wish of mine would be more HAIRRR.
well the pros n cons
i don't have much hair on my head
so i have clean arms and legs too :D
thats the only thing i could comfort myself :c


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i'm SO glad i have completed my history/theory/aural classes
HAHAHA
here's a video i just digged out from my photobooth
was trying to listen whether i was accurate

when dummie first introduced to polyrhythms:



dang it sounds so easy but i swear the notated ones choke you!
grrr literally hearing me sigh at the end*


Deferring next semester and resuming school again on January
still indulging myself with laziness

HOLIDAY
so living it yeahh



mwah nights ♥




learning of the day: don't let the circumstances around you affect you