Fact me 1

1. i think the word "RANDOM" used on somebody him/herself is. so weird-

oh i'm so random doing this tag
if you get what i mean. hahaha

2. i craze for spicy food til the extend of pimples popping out/sore throat/ulcers n i still don't care

spicyhot for life yeahh

3. my feet are size 8 but it's broad,sometimes i need size 9

pumps on me are like shoe boxes ;c
but i managed to get some from taiwan that really slim fit my size ;D

4.i read articles online, my fingers go annoyingly highlighting paragraphs off n on reading along

wohoo! made my first gif.

5. selfie with mostly angles below my eye sight
probably i'm just off cheating the small face shape i don't have

6.i'm gonna read this and this and this ended up opening tabs i'll read real later
it's all above 15 tabs whenever i reopen my google chrome :D

7.i have the urge and i would brush my teeth whenever i feel like i'm falling sick
i'd feel better,try it too B)

i remember dad has a really round face
mom has a pointy one
sis got my dad's round face. hehe no offense aj!
bro got my mom's! >:(
and i got both :O

look at that squary jaws
and josh said he wanted my side jawlines '.'

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so anyways
someone made me real pissed today

with no thoughts in speech or action
and with no wise apology

i guess i cared, so i'm mad. ;(

Been through,going through

can't believe my last post was on June.
honestly, i always only had time for short updates
or to say i was so lazy to update my blog! hehe

sorry to say facebook, twitter and instagram caught me up lately

and school. sigh i'm glad another sem has just passed.

so, a lot a lot happened in the past two months.
video below, there's a story behind
after my hand injury that i thought had healed
i was wrong, i didn't quite had enough of rest for it
i was adviced to totally stop practice for 4 months,
but yet in the 4 months' time i was preparing for Jury3.
i canceled a lot of my lessons
and when i attend them, i played so lousily that my lecturer was so disappointed in me.
hereby, i just wanna apologize the time taken and the effort to teach me
i was emotionally strangled with my right arm constantly bugging me
(i'm learning by when my arm bugs me i know i'm the wrong practices though.)
and i noticed at this 3rd year of existence at the same school
i became very much sensitive towards the people in school
peers/lecturers
ah.

so back to story, one whole ill week with big time dizziness
i visited 3 doctors that gave me lotsa medicines and diagnosed me balance disorders.
turned out it was just because of my vision problem (astigmatism)!
well,i haven't been very obedient wearing spectacles nor cons.

that one minor health problem that i really wished it would go away.
my eyes are really prone to lights whether or not with specs.
i squint all the time, always frowning and i hardly realized it myself ; /
i'm always tired and i've always have dark eye circle ;(

i have no short sight, and my astigmatism is only -0.70
even if i'm wearing specs, my eyes still needed effort
it's really frustrating and i never seem to ever hear anyone need the saying "my eyes are tired"
like freaking so many times in a day.

mac's photobooth beautifies you so instantly and so fair so smooth like a fairy
-.-
high pony!
second wish of mine would be more HAIRRR.
well the pros n cons
i don't have much hair on my head
so i have clean arms and legs too :D
thats the only thing i could comfort myself :c


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i'm SO glad i have completed my history/theory/aural classes
HAHAHA
here's a video i just digged out from my photobooth
was trying to listen whether i was accurate

when dummie first introduced to polyrhythms:



dang it sounds so easy but i swear the notated ones choke you!
grrr literally hearing me sigh at the end*


Deferring next semester and resuming school again on January
still indulging myself with laziness

HOLIDAY
so living it yeahh



mwah nights ♥




learning of the day: don't let the circumstances around you affect you

Chapter: Mindfulness

so. i injured my forearm last month

went through so much pain and  misery because i couldn't play in my best condition.

again, went through therapies and therapies until i had fear to even wanna treat my injury anymore.

and doctors told me i needed 3 months to entirely heal.

eventually i was told that it was my neck.

dislocated bones and the nerves got my arm injured

well i thought it was scary that it affected other parts of my body.

i couldn't use my usual used arm

practising one song is most,

using the chopstick with my left hand..

hm, quite an intensive course for my left hand.

so after one month plus now,

i'm using my right arm again but cautiously.

so. this was how i neglected my health absentmindedly

i'm surprised that it's recovering so fast now!

just wanted to say,every little posture and movement into habits counts

i got the warning yeah and i will sit properly lay properly do necessary neck and arm exercises

and so do all of you readers and musicians please

March baby.

today's mother's day.
21 grateful years

pictures from my 21st birthday a month and half ago
















i look like her?

she said my head was so big when she gave birth to me.
indeed a bigheaded child
troubles and headaches i gave her




gotta eat it chilled,ruined alexis

uni clique ♥

surprises, flowers, balloon, cakes and presents.
boyf with the planings and friends on the help,sankyu!



i never knew what would the days be like without you
so may you always be healthy and happy, long live mimmy!

i'm glad now i understand the fact mom always insists to have meal
until everyone's at the table.
stay homely during the weekends, anything just together.
planting the traditional family values in me




i heard a sweet story told
boy: i think i love you more than you love me mom
mom: why do you say so
boy: because you have three children and i only have one mom
:)


i've never met anyone who could love her children like my mom does.
Happy Mommy's Day!
♥

Who will fall,far behind

do you hear my longing?

[robin around the neighborhood]

i feel like a lonely bird

I guess.

all the invisible, unspoken,inexpressible words.

typing and backspacing.

how pathetic,

i can't even express it to myself

vague,my friend said.

is it that i can't write or is it on purpose?

i've forgotten and it's a habit now..

at least she understands.

all the silly lil things

all the cursing and frowning

as the days go

the lump in your throat gets tighter.

and when in the days i can only spell frustration,

sleep off and wake up with a smile again (:

Embrace,not a shove

The image of Mr. Elliott clowning in class pops up all the time

sticking earphones feeling cool,silly.

paramore#playing god

Every time i see a dad holding his child,

I can't help.

I'm just too weak after all

I haven't been completely honest to myself for a long time.

I'm not sure blogging down to earth helps.

Feels naked

Everyone's looking.

my thinking dog.

anyways,

I have the greatest mom in da whole wide world! c :

i'm sorry that you have to play mommy and daddy role

i'm thankful that you give us everything

i'm grateful that you work so hard just to support us

and i'm lucky we're born to you mimmy

i'm lucky to have you,and sister and brother.

i love you (:

whoo.

it's been a while!

finally having a break now

then a week later i'm gonna be in my second year already.

how time flies.

til i see my wacky friends again(:

WHY freaking 8am class

and anyways,decided to post all three meanttobeonlyone

boring subjects of me and my yogurt chocolate sis bought me

yay sis IZ finally back!

this makes me wanna perm my olivia hair

dosage of awesomeness i had today!

being in the call back list for the concert choir is one.

didn't expect our first meeting,

sang a new piece of SATB in 20minutes preparation

HORROR,

quartet after the group singing.

leaving my usual company,meeting wow seniors

but i'm feeling good pressure!

you can paint a thousand pictures,

take many many takes of pictures.

but life has no take two

"don't be jealous,

put some thinking into your music-"

Elliot,the awesome lecturer for class today

trust no man,fear no bitch

Blessed Christmas

here to start

my right dimple.

and my left dimple!

sem break's been a hectic,

and January's rushing in..

spending my Christmas month caroling a lot.

didn't really get to see my family much,

but good to see the smile on the people we entertain (:

Merry Christmas